my intention with this tool is to expand my creative potential . I want to share this gift with others. I want to wright important things that create growth in the soul. Or just share nuggets of goodness and joy.So then let us begin. On the first morning of the year 2012 I could not sleep . I got up went to the computer and checked my inbox . I only have been on line a few months I need much practice I just posted for the first time to wish everyone happy new year and let me tell you there was a warmth in my heart reading my responses . I am doing it I am communicating ! This is big for me . I have avoided this since it started. Its so dangerous to your posture . I could get organized. something good will come of this. I might get better at spelling and maybe then i'll feel even better about myself . I have one of those hypercritical egos that try to keep me check all the time making sure I don't get over confident .So part of me is always ready to start at ground level in my self esteem . I'm really scared of falling so ground level feels safe familiar .I want things to have meaning I want life to matter I want others to know they are loved I want to feel love too I can generate that love for myself can you? yes I know you can too. I am so proud of you .It is so good to have you in my life I am saying this to you and me my words are universal you see .                         I often need my own advise so I channel  it through wisdom to others then I hear it out loud and it sometimes sinks in.  I am done for now . I promise to do this again. thank you for taking this time to read the words that came through me Blessings to all love me.